Another Trip Around The Sun

Another Trip Around The Sun

Every so often there is a moment in time that changes your life .. who you are .. what you think your about .. for me it was an accident .. a year of mourning my life and  a wake up  call that life is so short .. yes your in pain .. no you cant do everything you want or have done before .. but life is short . my accident anniversary just happens to  now be the day I lost a beloved family member .. so today really isn’t a fantastic day for me at all .. it’s full of so much pain an heart ache that I’m so glad that this month is done .

 But over the last 2 years I have started to find myself again .. my new self , post accident . Finding myself has been trying and exciting . I have seen how strong I can be and how I can still be open to finding that happy place. I have my hard days .. , I self sabotage , it’s crippling , I just want to cry . I have fears  which im fully aware are silly but I’m working through them . im trying to be a better friend and leave the people that use you and dont respect your friendship behind .. I have been putting my energy in more positive relationships . looking forward to things .
At the end of the day you are what you put in to this world .. life is too short to concern yourself with others that don’t concern themselves with you ..  and you really need to put yourself first some times .. it’s ok to say no but hopefully there is enough in your life  to want to say yes .. you cant change the past but make sure you live your future